the fact that i feel like i can’t vent anywhere online anymore because people i know are watching and i don’t want to upset or worry them
the fact that i’m really stressing out about money and the future and my financial future and wondering why the fuck i chose this career why couldn’t i be less passionate more intelligent why couldn’t i choose a desk job that could pay the bills why i decided to do this in the middle of a fucking economic recession why why why
or the fact that
my family seems to think i don’t know any of that
seem to think i’m just this stupid innocent naive child
keep telling me to find a suitable career because they don’t know what i’m doing
keep telling me money money money and how my sister can’t re-pay my loans for me i know i know
the fact that i’m so utterly alone in this
and i have to be strong for myself and everybody else at the same time
and sometimes i wonder if that’s too much for me to do
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